What are your thoughts on this subject?

So, I'm a very weird person in general. Most EVERYONE knows this. Ask anyone at my school, home, etc. They'll tell ya! I'm the weirdest creepiest person they've ever met.

Now i don't take this offensive, oh no! But at the same time, they should know WHY I act the way i do. I believe I'll explain it all in this post...

When I was little, people mistook me for someone weird and basically didn't like me. I HATED it! It made me feel so abnormal, which in the end, they changed me to act in such a way.

Back in grade school I'd talk to myself because no one else would, I put the vibe out there to the world, that if they thought I was weird, then OK! I'd be weird! My mother encouraged this as well. She'd always tell me to be different! Be weird! Do whatever I wanted as long as I wasn't hurting anyone in the process! So I did!

As I grew older, the thought of being weird grew on me. I wanted to be weird, I wanted to be feared by everyone.

So that eventually moved up to wanting to scare people...

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE scaring people! It makes me feel so accomplished when I do it. It makes me feel happy inside. I don't know why it gives me chills... in a good way of course!

When I have nightmares, I love it too. This is my perspective on my nightmares:

"Why pay for a horror film when you can just have your own nightmare at home?"

I don't know, I just think having a nightmare could be a really amazing thing to take advantage of!

I'm going to major in video production after high school, to make horror films! So yeah.

What's your take on this?